MoniqueEliz
Today… And Everyday

I want to die.


I wish I had soo bad.

I love to paint. I always end up like this cause ill push my glasses up :/

I love to paint. I always end up like this cause ill push my glasses up :/

Bitch,im hella high

Bitch,im hella high

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Love #vnasty #lildebbie #WGM
A month ago today…

Aug 10.

Fuck this

A month ago…to the day

Almost to the hour…..

I died. Twice. Lowest point of my life and I thought that I didnt know what I had…. Family or friends.

Things became overwhelming and I did something I dare never TRY to do again.
Since being supported and helped I had hope that things would be better and they were there for me when I needed them.

But thats not true. Things have even gotten worse ,loosing everything and.everyone who I cared or cared.about me.
I did this.to myself, but im not worth explaining or tryin to fix things.

I am no longer ok, fine, or will I feel that way.soon no…..
I wish I had dyed.that day….